GUYS!!!!!!

ok, so a couple days ago this guy tells me he knows someone who likes me. Then he says that he will only tell me if i guess first, and then, even if i am wrong he will tell me who it is. So the next day i sent him a note that had three random guesses on it. I know so middle school. I put his name on the outside of the note, and gave it to him. He comes back with its one of the 4 people on the note, and he plays three sports, two with the school, and one not. So then at the end of class, he asks me if i know who it is and i say i think i do, and he asks me if i like the person i think it is, and i say i think so. So i am not sure where we stand now, and if you read this FRICKIN ASK ME OUT ALREDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Umm..... Maybe i was just depressed

Okay so my last post was just a little depressing, so here is an optimistic one. Seriously, most of the time i am an optimist, not a pessimist, i was just in a really bad mood. I have more true friends than that. Like Leslie, and Justin, and Rileigh for example.
I just started swimming at CAC yesterday, and i am like DYING!!!! I haven't swam in like two months so i'm a little out of shape. We do 30 minutes of dry land before every practice, where we do at least 50 crunches, then like 30 push ups, then we walk out to this sand pit and either run across it, or do other little tiring excersies. Then we get in the pool and swim for an hour and a half, and those of you who think that that doesn't sound so bad, i challenge you to come to one of the practices and see just how hard it really is, ANDREW HASTINGS.
I just had a quiz in language arts, and we had to decide things that have something to do with one of our vocab words, and its multiple choice; so one of the choices on one question was " nail jello to the wall" and i thought that that was a really funny idea. Call me immature, but thats funny. I mean, don't you get a funny mental image of oozing jello?

life sucks

Do you ever feel like your life is an absurd board game played by an exasperating higher power who delights in making your life as miserable as possible? If not than you are the luckiest person in the world. For the rest of us, just know that you are not the only one. I feel like that all the time. sometimes i feel like the world is is going right; my friends like me, i look good, if not great, and my family life is going well. Then, just because whatever higher power is out there feels like tormenting me, it falls down around my ankles, like the walls of Jericho. All my friends start ditching me and not returning my text messages, i start to think that nothing i wear or do with my hair looks good, and all of a sudden, my mom decides i am the most lazy, ungrateful, inconsiderate child ever. Then i go into depression on and off for about a week, and no one understands why. It is maddening. Why can't my life just be relativly normal? Why can't a have a non physotic mom? And is it too much to ask that my friends actually like me? Only a few are actually loyal. So thank you Lia, Whitney, and Audrie. You keep me from commiting siucide